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Are You Comin' From, Where Are You Goin' To:
Establishing Face Face is often necessary in order to establish membership within a community. When Emerald was a sophomore, for instance:
As a freshman, Jake "found out where people were and
[he] sat down and [he] watched them." He discovered that the Square
(a popular hangout before the earthquake) was where his former high school
friends -- also C.S.U.N. students -- liked to go. "And you know,"
he added, "I didn't see them too often, but they were like --Hell,
they felt like it was cool to kick it out there and I could do it too."
He would sit down on one of the benches and eventually students would
introduce themselves to him "which was cool," he remarked. Keith, a recent transfer student and member of the Alpha Phi Alpha fraternity, at C.S.U.N. for less than a month, wanted his face to be seen--and recognized--by other Black students who "kicked it" at the Student Union. He explained how familiarity is crucial to acceptance as a community member:
Keith mentions acknowledgment, being seen, and being considered.
It seems that until one's Face is recognized and "seen," one
is without a Face at all. Unseen, unheard, a person is not a community
member but an outsider. Thanya, also a recent transfer student, explained
that she will feel like she belongs in the C.S.U.N. Black community "When
I can just walk around here and not worry about anything -- when I recognize
faces." In many cases, persons can alter their Face by changing their hair or clothing style, appearing at particular community gathering places or events, or by adopting kinesic behavior recognized and used by community members--everything from a particular hand shake/slap greeting to a style of walking. First semester freshmen, according to Emerald, do whatever they can to be placed as community members:
Skin color, however, cannot be changed (or at least rarely),
and thus it is often (but not always) easy to place a person according
to race.
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Placing and Black Students' Discursive Construction of Community Copyright (c) 1996, Corinna J. Moebius |